I’ve been questioning myself in regards of work for a while now. I’ve mentioned in previous posts that I’ve changed jobs and that I hate what I do at the moment. It feels like a game to me. We deal with Millions of Millions, but we never see any money. It’s all virtual. It’s a crazy world for big players. Not for the common people, like me. I can’t seem to find a good side on this one. I deal with the banks of the rich people who want their rich business taken care of as fast as you can. I don’t even deal with clients. It’s banks talking with banks.
I feel that nothing good can come of this job and I need to feel that I’m doing something good as little as it may be.
So I to need to change. And I’ve been feeding for a while the idea of changing not only jobs but area. There are two areas that I was interested before going to university, which was Latin and Psychology. None of them is simple to find a job.
But what if I went back to university again and studied Psychology? It is something that I am most interested and it can be developed in various ways.
It’s scary to think of going back to school, with a kid, a job and already 30 years old. Sometimes I think, what for? I have a steady job and a good life. Really what for? Why change anything? Why spend 3 more years, at the minimum, studying? and then what?
And then I think….I can do better, I can be better. Shouldn’t this be what is really important?